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I'm Dying (Updated Again)

Mon Jun 29, 2009, 1:22 PM
Or, at least it feels that way, anyhow. Monday I got that Gardasil vaccination and it's been downhill since. I've thrown up twice, passed out once, been wicked dizzy and light-headed. My vision gets all screwed up once in a while (made me mess up a fax number at work and I somehow sent it to a porn company...who knew they had faxes?), I find it hard to breathe at times, and I can occasionally hear my heart beat because it is going so fast. I've also had almost non-stop nausea. Last night I woke up sweating like mad, but I was freezing and shaking uncontrollably. Right now I'm at a high point in my day. I only feel like if I even look at food I will vomit. I'm sort of scared to go to sleep though...I don't want another repeat of last night (I passed out on my floor before I could even get in my bed...woke up about two hours later without even remembering passing out...I blinked and two hours passed and I happened to be laying on my floor...thank god it is carpet).

So, for those planning on getting that vaccination, be careful. I know that there have been several people who had it and had no side effects at all, but there have also been a few with (me!!), so ye be warned.

I will update later whether or not I am actually dead.

Update: I went back to the doctor today as a follow up for my TB test (negative, yay!) and when I told her about all this, she said to take a Motrin >.< She later added to come back if I still feel like this on Monday, but seriously. Motrin? Since when does that help fainting and vomiting?

Update 2: Never actually took Motrin xD I am getting better though. I can almost eat a full meal without feeling like I am going to die ^_^ Also, My laptop should be here in about a week!

  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: My heart beat
  • Reading: Perfume
  • Watching: My eyes go in and out of focus
  • Playing: with my health
  • Eating: As if I could eat

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The Insane One (aka the 31st Traveler)
The first one that I met, a widow was
Apothecary is the work she does.
A dark red scarf she wore upon her head
It seemed as though it had been stained with blood.
A white apron she wore over her dress
Her hair resembled that of a bird’s nest.
When she talked, mumbling is all she did;
No one could understand her, God forbid.
Though poor and in a smaller cottage living,
This never stopped the nature of her giving
To those who could not medicine afford
To health and healing she would help them toward.
The greedy doctor with this was displeased
He thought the poor ones little more than fleas.
And so he sought to rid him of this plight
To her cottage he crept in the night
And tipped a vial deadly in her tea
He thought that this was but a little fee
For ridding this grand kingdom of a pest.
And doing so, he then went home to rest.
The morning broke, and all throughout the town
A pall of silence seemed to settle down.
No more was the apothecary seen.
Could this good apothecary have been
Only a dream, an illusion or a ghost?
No one dared ask he who knew the most.
A strange old crone was seen to walk the land,
And set up shop where once had stood her stand
To sell her cures for ailments, and oils
But all those who were in need recoiled.
Why trust this wizened crone they often said.
Instead they would have preferred to be dead.
And so she left the market, full of stalls,
Instead to keep a hovel near the walls.
And perhaps live the rest of life in pain
And constantly be called the world insane.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Chicago
  • Interests: Reading, drawing, theatre
  • Favourite movie: Lord of the Rings,The Dark Knight, Coraline, Perfume
  • Favourite band or musician: The Decemberists, Mozart, Voltaire
  • Favourite genre of music: J-rock, musical soundtracks, classical
  • Favourite poet or writer: Wilde, Hugo, Austen, Brontë, Tolstoy, Shakespeare
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Favourite game: Phantom Hourglass, Fire Emblem
  • Favourite gaming platform: DS, Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Hawkeye, Schroeder, Kimblee, L

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It means "broken heart" in Latin...I was doing my Latin homework and randomly pointed on the page and those were the two closest to my finger that made sense. I think it was a passage about Dido or something like that..

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"Conscience is the amount of inner knowledge that we posess." -- Victor Hugo
I like it.. alot. =3 And I have been meaning to ask you about it forever now.

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Life is an oubliette, you live, you die, and are forgotten. :heart:
Thanks ^_^ When I first saw your dA name, I was all "What's 'Five up three R P H fifteen H' mean?" Then my brain caught up ten minutes later >.<

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"Conscience is the amount of inner knowledge that we posess." -- Victor Hugo
Aha xD I confuse most with my l33t speech. =D

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Life is an oubliette, you live, you die, and are forgotten. :heart:
It was one of my many slow days xD

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"Conscience is the amount of inner knowledge that we posess." -- Victor Hugo

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